pls what is going on

 i fear my medicine is taking my ability to write poetry in a way that matters but i think thats a good thing?


check in-idk i feel nothing but good things but so acutely aware my circumstances are really bad so what do i do why are my mental state and reality not matching up i feel off balance


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