little update

 Hi all. I have had such a weird week. I hung out with a guy friend and a third party was present. Later, she told me I giggled so much around him and he did the same thing. I don't mean to! I don't like him! That is bestie fr. Also, I had to pay $1068 for my car. I got paid today but I am still scared to look at my bank account until I get my reimbursement from my work. 


Also, I am getting really nervous about my thesis. I don't want to write it. I started this blog partially to make putting words on paper less scary. I hope it works!


I got this stuff it is supposed to be an arousal oil and it did work it was nice. I had maybe the best sex of my life ever last night it was ridiculous. I lowkey squirted on his hand even tho I don't do that. My man was so happy. It felt so good and now I have to stop thinking about it so I don't get horny at work. God I hope nobody reads this. 

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